3 Down, 2 to Go

I've gotten the gasface again. This time I'm like whatever. The school was too far away to actually be feasible so A Fuck I Do Not Give.

Still sucks though.

Fuck it all.

Who Gives A Fuck About Winning?

When losing is so much easier to do. I'm almost exhausted by the idea of an actual win since I've become so accustomed to losing. Why all the loser talk? Only because I've chalked up another one for the lose column. School number 2 of 5 has passed and I'm sorta over it. Not getting what I want is starting to feel normal. If I actually did win something I wouldn't know what to do with myself.

I wish I'd planned my life a bit better. Maybe I wouldn't be so damned bitter. In the end, I can only blame myself.

Fuck it all.

Fuck Six Month Anniversaries

Today marks 6 months of unemployment for me. Fuck it. I'm sick of talking about it. No response from the schools yet either. I'm getting tired of that too. The only thing I'm happy with right now is my hair. Sad right? Oh well.

Fuck it all.

Fuck Effort

My default setting seems to be fuck effort. I can't get myself psyched to look for work and I can't get myself to re-apply to BK Law because they've shat on me once and don't think I'm ready for that jelly again. I can't get out of bed and I can't get dressed. I'm falling into a abyss and I have no idea how to stop it.

I am tired. Truly tired. I need some good news real soon.

Fuck it all.

Fuck Everything

I find that I am in a place right now where going through the functions of life is simply wearing on me and I've lost all ability to give a shit about anything. Hence A Fuck I Do Not Give was born. I'm quite bitter about so many things despite knowing that externally my life is pretty good. I mean it can always be worse.    But I don't feel like being positive and I need a place to dump my bitter so it doesn't fester and give me cancer or some shit. Because that would make things all the more awesome for me.

If you aren't all about hearing me bitch about everything, then get a fucking move on because this shit ain't for you. It's for me so go immediately to hell because....

A Fuck I Do Not Give.

Fuck it all.